JOSE WILL BE TRUELY MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN !

MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL...
LOVE ALWAYS,
TANISHA (BOOTY)

First we would like to offer our heartfelt condolences to the family. To each & everyone of you we are so sorry! We've known Jose since he & Brandon became best friends in 1st grade. He was a very respectful caring hard working young man & we're proud to have known him. Two of the fondest memories of Jose were the 1st grade halloween parade at Janvier School & Jose was big bird. He was so proud of that costume because his mom made it for him. Also, the 6th gr. Washington D.C. trip. It was such a hot & humid day & Jose spotted the water sprinklers on the mall in front of the White House. He turned to me &asked if he could run under the sprinklers to cool off. How could I resist that look on his face with that big smile of his? Through the years he always stayed in touch with a phone call or stopping by just to say hi......There's an aching in our hearts & a void that will ALWAYS be.....but we take comfort knowing it will be for a little while. We know that when our time is up here, Jose will be there in heaven with that beautiful smile of his reaching out to help us cross to the other side.......JOSE, WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW!!!

Jose,

I'm missing you so much....I feel like your still here and we're only a car ride away, I want to come see you, to talk to you, to laugh with you, to see your smile, to hug you, like if you weren't ever out of reach. Then it hits me.......you are really gone. I go through this same heartache each and everyday; I wake up feeling like it was a bad dream, then reality strikes and I feel every aching pain in my he/art all over again. I miss you so much, I'm trying my hardest to deal with this, but, it's the most hardest thing in the world, losing a brother, someone so close, someone you love and hold so close to your heart. I Love you, and I hope you always remember you are someone special to me.

May Your Memories Comfort You
Liz,
The prays of your Philadelphia International Airport Family are with you.

Keith N. Jordan
Transportation Security Manager

Jose (Se), Our kids played against each other tournament hockey, Gloucester Twp against Bellmawr. This went on for a couple years now and we use to watch each other on the other side of the rink when either of our kids did something great...which was most of the time!!! This year, your son took the prize in the Mays Landing tournament. He was all smiles showing off his trophies!!!
I'm going to miss those days cousin...the rivalry, the friendship and the memories!!! Most of all, I'm going to miss you my friend! You and I share alot in common and one day we'll bs about it all again. Till then, sleep well Se, you will always be in our memories, but most of all, in our hearts!!!

Jose,

I will remember your big smile and your great personality. I will always remember watching a video at Aunt Kathy's of you, Brandon and Melissa during your school costume party... when I saw you in your big bird costume I laughed so hard I had tears coming out of my eyes! Unfortunately, I now have tears because you left us too soon. You were Brandon's Best Friend, a friend to all of us... and part of our family. Lots of hugs and kisses!

Jose, you were always there whenever any of us needed you to be. You always knew how to put a smile on someone's face and make them laugh. There isn't a day that goes by that you're not missed. The house is not the same without you being loud and always screaming. Who is going to find my poptarts and eat them now? That was your job. Whenever I hear a car drive by with the music blasting I picture it being you. When I come home from somewhere I still think you will be there. It's so hard without you being here. I wish you would just walk through the door and everything will be back to normal, with you in our lives. You didn't even say goodbye and that really hurts me. You were suppose to be here to see me start to drive. You were suppose to be here to see me go to prom. You were suppose to be here to see me graduate and go off to college. When I start a family, you were suppose to be here. Who is going to approve of the boys I like, and tell me if they are good enough for me? You were always the one who did that even though you always said I could do better. I miss you and love you so much. And I wish that I would have told you how great of a dad you were more often. Love you, your airhead daughter Danielle♥

SOMETIMES it's when I looked into your eyes and felt such deep love in my heart, SOMETIMES it's when we shared dreams,hopes, and prayer in the closeness we've had from the start, SOMETIMES it's when you did sweet, thoughtful things that reminded me I was precious to you, SOMETIMES it's when you stood up for what was right and your faith and strong values shined through..... SOMETIMES it's when I look back through my memories of joys that you've brought to my life- There are so many times I thank the Lord for the blessing of being your wife....I love you so much and miss you. I cant believe that everyday I have to wake up alone and not have you with me. I reach for my phone hoping when it rings its you. Do you know how hard this is? You left me and you promised me you would never do that, you told me we were gonna grow old together(even thought you said I was gonna get there first). I cant imagine not having you in my life everyday and being a part of everything I do. No more phone calls to tell me about the red car that you just seen or just to tell me you loved me. No more of you screaming for me to bring you your comfortable underwear or a towel from in the shower. I know I complained about it sometimes but I really miss it. I would give anything to have them moments back right now. YOU are the LOVE of my LIFE and will ALWAYS be , my best friend and soul mate. Poops I Miss you and Love you so much.

Liz (Cousin),

There is nothing I can do or say to fill the void you're experiencing right now, only God can. I can only tell you my heart and prayers go out to you and your family in this time of lost and confusion. If there's anything I can do, I'm never too far.

Dear Michele and kids,

The times where we were in the presence of you and Jose', we found him to be so nice. His smile was contagious. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I hope you can get comfort and strength from God. Please know that we are here for you if you need anything.

Love,

Maryann

Jose, My brother! god only know's how much im hurt inside because your not here with me anymore. I feel so empty & alone,hurt Nothing i do feels right not anything anymore.Fishing,riding,barbequeing.
That will never be the same.Its always gonna feel like somethings missing because your gone.I needed you here with me Jose.I just wasn't ready to let you go, It's not fair!!you were my idle, my big bro!I looked up to you since we were kids even still til this day i do.so many childhood memories with you. so many experiences,you taught me alot whether you believe it or not. Always wanted to be like you in every way.Now that your gone i dont know what to do. because every minute of the day im thinking of you bro and i just can't grasp the fact that your really gone. Never in a million years a thought of you not being here came across my mind it's truly breaking my heart the more & more i think about you. we were supposed to grow old with each other & watch our kids grow & be a big family that we are. Jose i could never and will never forget you, hope you will never forget me.i just been praying to god that i hope i can see you again because i would hold you so tight & tell you I LOVE YOU with all my heart & soul you mean the world to me jose!!!!!!!!!!!I dont think i told you enough how much i loved & cared for you.but i hope you know now.I hope you are there waiting at heavens gates for me with open arms. i will be waiting for that day to see you,will never let you go again.I miss you JOSE!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART ALWAYS!!!RIP SAYSAY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Michelle, Vince, Britt, Yelly, Joey, Justin & Jordan, may the love of family and friends ease your pain and the memories of Jose give you some comfort. We will always be here for all of you. We love you and are praying for strength for you all, God Bless you. Love the Bownes

If Tears Could Build A Stairway
And Memories A Lane
I’d Walk Right Up To Heaven
And Bring You Home Again

P.S.
I will always and luv and miss u!

Jose....I couldn't believe my ears, I didn't beleive those words, I begged and I pleaded, hoping it was just one big mistake. Even when I arrived at your home, I was still waiting for you to come home.... I was so excited that I was to come for a visit on Friday; I want you to know that when friday came I went for our visit the only thing is you were not there. This was not what we had planned. I have been so excited for this summer to come, just thinking of all of us having so much fun, fishing, going to the beach, swimming, the zoo on Easter, your Birthday, just hanging out, everything!!! Now it just wont be the same...I will miss having you there. I missed you when you were here, but I'm going to miss you so much more knowing I will never get to see my BIG BROTHER once more....I just wish I got to see you for one more day, to tell you I love you one million more times. When my life fell apart you patched things up, you took care of my heart when times got tough. I hope you forgive me for the things I didn't do. If you knew what I knew maybe you'd stayed, If you heard what I didn't say maybe you wouldn't have been alone. If you think of me while your protecting me think of how much you mean to me and how proud I am of you. Wish we could go back, we can start over again, cause I don't want you to be alone, I need my BROTHER, I need my Friend....you mean the world to me, Jose, I will always Love you with every piece of my HEART; you always made me feel SAFE, and you always made my world ALRIGHT, you were my FRIEND, my PROTECTOR, most of all you are my BROTHER, and u will ALWAYS be in my HEART...Say Say, you meant so much to me, Why'd you go. I Love you so much ♥JOSE♥ 3/04 ♥ I MISS YOU. You had such a big role in life, you are one of the greatest and I couldn't think of anyone better to fulfill or do better than what you've made. You can never be replaced.
JOSE LOUIS ESTREMERA...I wish we had more time together, I feel as though we just got started! It was too soon! You were too young. I don't want to let you go....this is one time in my life that I don't have you to help get me through. I am Thankful I am blessed to have had you as my BROTHER....I HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN, I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE WAITING........

WE STILL HAVE ALOT OF MEMORIES TO SHARE BETWEEN OUR EVERY SMILE. EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU, I'LL ALWAYS SEE YOU SMILE, and I'LL ALWAYS BE SURE TO SEND YOU BACK A SMILE.

SON, I can't believe you are gone. I never thought in a millon year's I would have to bury one of my children.You are supposed to bury me and your father, not the other way around.I Keep thinking I'm going to wake up from this nightmare, and call you to tell you the hell you just put us all thru. But that has'nt happened yet, I keep praying for it, but my prayer's have gone unanswered. We all miss you so much. I bought you your birthday card last week, when I bought your grandmom her's.I thought we would be celebrating your birthday, instead we are celebrating your life. I will never forget the day you were born, when you came out you had so much hair it was black and it stood straight up, I did everything I possibly could to comb it down, even dippity doo. Back in the day that was our hair gel, but that did't work,it just stood right back up,I think you were the first baby back in 1981 to have a crew cut. You just had to be cool even as a baby. You brought me and your father so much joy and happiness, we will always cherish you in our heart's and soul. SON WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I'm gong to miss our long talks. Your dad and uncle bruce are outside trying to fix the truck door handle that you (accidently) broke that night you were here. Yeah right! you were always breaking stuff even when you did't try, I'm sure everyone has a story about that. I know I'm being selfish but I wish you kid's never would have grew up; just stayed little forever.We had the best times of our live's with you kids, watching you playing baseball, fishing, riding your go cart. You were the one always yelling, "WATCH THIS MOM". Grandmom always told me your gone miss these days; I believed her then and now is living proof. I already do. I can go on and on because I just can't let you go. I'm so hurt the pain is unbearable you can never imagine the pain and hurt you caused all of us.I can't believe you took your life into your own hands; there is nothing in this world that could of been so bad; that our family couldn't have helped you get through. YOUR DAD AND I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN SOMEDAY WHEN IT'S OUR TIME. LOVE, MOM AND DAD xoxoxo

Michelle, I am sooooo sorry for you and your family. My heart is breaking for you! I just can't imagine what you are going through. Please know that I am praying for you.

"Let there be a rainbow in your life, Even though there are some clouds out, the sun will still shine in your heart." I wrote that for my friend that passed away from cancer when I was 10 years old, and always thought it was inspriring...if you ever need anything just ask...Love Tracy

Big bro these are the hardest days of my life, knowing u are not here with us anymore.I wish I could hear ur voice,see ur face,tell u how much I love u and how I want to wrap my arms around u and never let go. I can not stop thinking about u and all the great memories we had;and now u leave me with this tragic endind to a story that shouldn't be finished.I looked up to you and always knew if I needed anything u would be by myside to give me a helping hand.I miss u SO much bro that I cant even put it into words to express myself.I wish I could of wiped away all the pain u were feeling inside that would have caused u to end such a beautiful life.I will NEVER forget u my brother and will ALWAYS have u in my heart hoping n praying u will be at those gates with open arms waiting for me so we could be TOGETHER once again.

Jose, words fail me, and as you know that never happens. I would have never guessed in a million years that something so tragic could happen to you. I only wish that I knew, I wish that I could have helped you like you have helped me so many times. No matter what, I knew I could always count on you and Michelle and the rest of the gang to help me when I needed it. I already miss you so much, you will always be in my heart. Rest in peace friend.

To Michelle,Dan,Vince,Britt, Danielle,Joey,Justin,Jordan and Jose's family that I've never met, Jose was one of a kind, such a great guy who had time for everyone.I am so sorry for your loss, there really are no words to explain how I feel.I know that he is in heaven looking out for you all. Thanks for sharing Jose with us.You are in my prayers.

Sadly missed and loved.

Dear Michelle, Vince, Britt, Danielle, Joey, Justin, Jordan and family:

My deepest sympathy to you. We loved Jose so much. He was a great husband, father and friend. I will always be there for you guys. I love you and hang in there!!! Jose will always be in our hearts.

I can't believe this isn't a bad dream i can just wake up from. Its unreal this is all actually happening. Never did i imagine something like this happening. You were always so full of life. Always smiling, making everyone laugh, making life worth while not only for your beautiful family but for everyone around you. Although the bond i have with you and your family hasn't been as strong as it used to, im still crushed. You used to live across the street from me.. i saw you everyday. You were there when me and brit graduated 8th grade. We always did so many fun things when you were around. There was never a dull moment. If any one of us seemed down you always knew just what to do to make that disapear. I can't describe how sad i am for your family. You were truely a great person. No one that walks this earth will ever be able to replace you. I know your watching over all of us. I wish there was something that could of been done to prevent this. We all love and miss you dearly. Sleep easy...

Love,
mina <3

Jose

I will miss you,
Love always Denise Weinman

PS. When I look up, I know you are looking down, shining your love on us all.

I can not say how much I miss you Jose ( my nephew)

I am sadden to know, the one I had enjoyed spending time with is now moved on.
We used to enjoy Fishing together when you was young.
I even remember the time during your wedding, we was dancing to Akon's smack that.
You smacked my A double s and I smacked yours back soo hard, you almost flew threw the wall.
All, i am trying to say is, We had wonderful times. I am going to miss and cherish them together.
Love always YOUR AUNT MARY ORSINI.

First thing I would like to do is send my deepest condolences to Jose's family. I met Jose' from work (UTD). And ever since we became very good friends.He was a very, very good friend to me. Even though I haven't seen or heard from him in a couple years it feels like I lost a brother. I will miss him dearly.. God Bless!! RIP Jose'

Our deepest condolences to your whole family. There are truely no words to express our sympathy. Soo many memories...from a little boy to a wonderful man. Our families practically living at the Little League fields for many years, .Jose and Larry as close as brothers, growing up together, school events, becoming fathers, little bro Eric living at our home for awhile, and all the fun times. Jose and all of you were always there for our son and for that we will always be gratefull. Too short a time but happy for the wonderful memories to keep close in our hearts. We miss you Jose, but know that we will all see each other again.
Love, Big Lar & Robin